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Apa yang begitu menyenangkan menjadi pengagum rahasia????

Satu hal, kamu bisa bersyukur untuk tiap nikmat yang telah Tuhan berikan

Kamu akan bersyukur jika hanya sekadar menatapnya dari jauh
Kamu akan bersyukur meski kalian hanya berpapasan walau tak ada tegur sapa
Kamu akan tetap bersyukur meski ia berada di radius 20 meter darimu

Kamu akan bersyukur meski ia sekedar lewat di dekatmu tanpa sadar akan kehadiran
Kamu akan selalu bersyukur melihat ia tertawa bahagia meski bukan padamu

Kamu akan bersyukur melihat ia baik-baik saja

Kamu takkan berharap lebih, hanya selalu berdoa agar kamu tetap bisa melihatnya besok
, dan

Kamu akan selalu bersyukur bahwa Dee paham pada rasamu


"Hanya Isyarat"

Kucoba semua segala cara
Kau membelakangiku
Kunikmati bayangmu

Itulah saja cara yang bisa
Untukku menghayatimu
Untuk mencintaimu

Sesaat dunia jadi tiada
Hanya diriku yang mengamatimu
Dan dirimu yang jauh di sana

Ku takkan bisa lindungi hati
Jangan pernah kau tatapkan wajahmu
Bantulah aku semampumu

Rasakanlah isyarat yang sanggup kau rasa
Tanpa perlu kau sentuh
Rasakanlah harapan, impian yang hidup
Hanya untuk sekejap
Rasakanlah langit pucat
Dekap hangat nafasku

Rasakanlah isyarat yang mampu kau tangkap
Tanpa perlu ku ucap
Rasakanlah air, udara, bulan, bintang, angin
Adalah ruang waktu puisi

Itulah saja cara yang bisa

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